Trying hard to write the right rite of writing

Nais kong may maisulat, pero walang matinong paksa ang gustong magpasulat. Para kang nakikipag habul-habulan sa tren, ako nag taya, siya ang hahabuli. Nakakapagod, at para bang mauubos na ang brain cells mo sa kakapiga ng lalabas na topic sa isipan mo. Minsan kahit walang kwenta ang bagay gusto mong isulat, isusulat mo pa din para hasain ang sarili sa mga letra at salita. Mahirap ata mabuhay ng walang nasasabi, pero labas dito ang mga pipi. Hanga ako sa kanila, kaya nilang ilabas ang lahat ng emosyon para makipag-communicate. Kaya naniniwala ako na kayak o din mailabas ang emosyon galing sa mga letra at salita. Kaya to, tiwala lang. May maiisusulat din akong worth it at kakaiba. Naalala ko tuloy ang payo ng propesor ko dati sa Retorika, magsulat daw kami ng madaling araw, yung tipong naalimpungatan kaya ka nagising. Kahit ano daw ang nasa isip mo, isulat mo lang. Sabi niya din, wag daw edit ng edit habang binubuo mo ang iyong likha, tapusin daw muna ang sinusilat tsaka ayusin. Mga simple payo mula sa aking simple propesor. Kaya din ako nahihirapan magsulat dahilan na din na walang direksyon ang pinupunto. Kung sa pagsasalita ay may goal tayo na pag persuade to be understood, ganun din siguro sa writing. Nga pala, this is a free a democratic country, exercising freedom of expression should be practice, kahit ina-amyendahan pa ang Cyber Crime Law. Sabi din ng kasalukuyang mentor ko, “wag kayong titigil sa pagsusulat, kahit walang pumapansin”. Tama nga naman si Sir, keep on writing, dadating din ang panahon na mapapansin ako sa muntin kong talento. Sa bagay, ang talent di lang naman in-born, meron din naming acquired at passion diba? Gusto kong mahalin ang pagsusulat, kagaya ng pagmamahal ko sa paghawak ng lente ng camera. Nais kong magsulat at mag direct ng mga kwentong nangyari sa tunay na buhay, naniniwala kasi ako na mas makapangyarihan sa mga mambabasa at manunuod ang mga bagay na inspired ng ibang tao, at least hindi ito kuro-kuro o theory. Nakuha ko ang prinsipyong ito sa movie film na chasing liberty. Masaya na ma-experience mo personally ang isang bagay at magsilbi iyong inspirasyon para sa ibang tao. Ayan, may naisulat na din ako sa wakas. Kahit papano, mag patutunguhan pa din ang sulatin na ito. Lagi lang tandaan ang rule no.9 always bring your notebook ang your spare pen.

Oha! Good night. *parang diary type lang ito, better think harder to change the way I write! Aja! Fighting!*

The Epic Fail Scenario

Education, according to my professor in Political Governance and Politics, is a privilege that must be seized. It is absolutely important for everyone since it makes our lives better. A tweet from Bob Ong Quotes says that “dalawang dekada ka nalang papasok sa eskwela, kung di mo pa pagtatyagaan, limang dekada kang maghihirap at magdurusa. Kung alam lang ito ng bawat estudyante sa Pilipinas, lulubusin nilang mag aral”. It did make a strong point of view in education and how should we take it in life; hence, it is the key for success. People get to school for the main purpose of learning, passing and achieving, in like manner, who on earth will spend his time to go in an institution like school with no intention as such as these, or if not, will purposely fail all his subjects. Well that my friend, is insanity. A pre-school student may not understand deeply the essence of education, the child may think of it as a place where he could have fun and enjoy his life. A child gets excited of getting to school, but it changes as he grows. School more becomes a place to acquire friends, heart partners or enemies. Inside a classroom, ambiance depends on how the students perceive the quintessence of that institution. I personally experience a situation where I myself want to set an atmosphere inside the class. For GCs or also known as grade conscious, the competitive spirit must be the thing that makes us alive, a drug that keep us  going towards an extra mile, even go beyond our limitation and might step on someone else’s territory. For every class with GCs, the atmosphere is war and downgrade syndrome; however, for every class with IDCs or I Don’t Care students, their means of passing and learning are cheating and dropping. This is school, an establishment, a place where there is team work, consumerism of test answers, friends with profit and individualism etc.

Studying is hard even for a pre-school or a grade school student. It just becomes easy for us when we have a deep understanding on our lessons we had before. At this point where age can be a license for a deeper perceptive of insights, they would be able to handle more difficult situations in life, specially for college students, whereas, school is like a tenebrous park with supernatural creatures around. This park is full of pressures and stress; these things compel the student to see the supernatural creatures that give out fear. But it’s not just the negative side alone, students moreover needs to view college as a door that opens greater opportunities in life. On the contrary getting to that door is not as easy as it looks, the map may show a short cut, yet it could be dangerous, likewise in tertiary education.

Some professors are like rose, pretty yet thorny and when you tried to get in touch with it you’ll get yourself hurt. Inside the classroom, professor changes attitude. He could be cool and friendly, and could also be your furious enemy. Hi magical marker can change your life.  Once he entered class, it’s like an angel had descended from heaven came in to teach them lessons, either in good or hard way. Everyone’s silent and trying to catch up with that he is telling. He teaches not only his subject, but as well as life principles. He’s unpredictable and a good man at the moment. Every semester is a challenge to get the heart of every professor to avoid violence and conflict and the class effort to retain that peace is a very amusing. But crisis always takes picture in every story, a gloomy and dark atmosphere covers the whole class as he changes the mood, seriousness and sadness is there, reclining on chair becomes a sin, heads should be all down to make him relent his anger. Education is not just about reading books and reviewing notes, sometimes reading and reviewing the professor is a safety precautionary measure not to fail.  After countless days, judgments must takes place. Pass or fail the magical and intriguing question that captures every soul. But, remember that even at the end, twists are never new to everyone. “I am holding your grades, see you next semester!”

No one plan to not make the grade, yet Epic fail! Education indeed is a privilege, never take it for granted, likewise, work is a privilege, never ever abuse it. Make rooms for second chance, education are not meant for failure, but for every failure comes new and improve individuals that will seize every moment inside an institution.